Yours has always been, and perhaps always will be, a life of great and dramatic contrasts. You live life more deeply than most people care to, or are able to. This gives you vision and power, but it can also be a stressful existence. And while you have a tremendous potential for deep relationships, you worry that you will be alone.
You are an Outsider today. You worry that you’ve lost your way. You sometimes feel that you have no heading. That you grasp only at straws. This confusion stands in contrast to your ecstatic youth. A youth that seemed as if it would last forever, yet suddenly you feel old. Tired.
Your future is a dichotomy of difficult scenarios and tremendous success. At core you are a loving being. You’ve spent so much of your life this way, yet feel disconnected from it now. Still, it is your core. Your true essence. Your strength. Those who interact with you perceive you as enlightened. Between your external appearance as wise and empowered and your inner core of love stands this nagging abyss of feeling the outsider. Of feeling that you’ve lost something.
Over time you will find ways to make peace with yourself. Still, the power you possess will be too strong for some. In some ways you will always be an outsider. But you will be powerful. You will be remarkable for those who choose to know you truly and deeply.